meow meow cattys!

2010-11-30T14:49:00.003+08:00

It really didn't bother me a lot that whether you do this or do that .
Either way is not affecting me or anything , you just had to know that there's nothin lies between .
Should I be the one who start first , now put an end . I should know that to everything there's a limit . If i gone to far , there's no way I could cope things , maybe things shouldn't be touched or mend anyway . But I just care-d because we're friends .. somehow I guess ? What you do or say is really mean , but I still swallowed it , I hope 1 day you would changed . I would change for the better too ! I would not be rude at least . And his hot , really hot ! OHMYGOD , i hope i see him again !

2010-11-21T02:26:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOO TO MYSELF ! I guess this blog gonna be read by me me and only me now .
Firstly I would like to say a YAYYYY O lvl is finally over * PHEW * I didn't study hard this year , so the result i think .. HAHA Don't be too dissapointed eh Shermaine ?
Life ain't good lately , I guess I myself know the best . So I want this I want that , I don't know and eventually i lose touch of it , what do I actually want ? Sigh , there's so many things I would like to do , but I don't have time . I know is not the matter of time eh ! Is my way of spending them ya ! Oh well all this aint important anymore !
I had a great time with ting all today . It was awesome . Guess I should go out more often . BUT EAT LESS ! HAHAHAHAS ! Is just another day :) What to do ? Life still goes on eh ? HAHAHAHA ! I would still carry this smile on , and yes ! Im strong baby ! ^^
Prom is over , i guess I did enjoyed myself after all , though it would be as boring as I imagine , now is time to PARTY SHOP SLEEP EAT WORK DATE ETC ETC ETC !
As we all know , this year gonna end soon , I do hope all of us cherish this last moment together . Do wish everyone a happy & healthy life ! :)
OKAY NO CRYING ! NO SADNESS ! WE"RE GRADUATING FOR GOOD ^^ take care !

2010-09-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

Submitted by PenguinLvr142, 6/8/2004 9:44:12 PM

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

- an email sent by my friend!

2010-08-07T15:25:00.002+08:00

Feeling so down ..

I talked to my Father and I said some ridiculous words .
Didn't mean it , I don't wish anything to happen..
Just that some time when I talk , I never think before I blurt them out ):
all I know now is that , its gonna affect me mentally + physically ..

1 week gonna go soon .. I'll wish that what I fear would not come ..
Please , I would be a good girl I'll be a good girl I'll be a good girl .

2010-08-05T19:14:00.002+08:00

Theres absolutely no way of focusing .

Theres no suitable area , no suitable environment , people are all wrong ): I really hate this .
Is just too unbearable .

I dont know what else to do . Can I just die tomorrow .

How I wish tmr would never come . Just sleep all night long .

Then we tell ourself everythings gonna be alright soon .

We held hardly to our pillow , maybe poundering with our thoughts I would do it tmr ,

When the dawn came even when you break the rooster neck ,

We'll eventually realise what we said is actually no no .

We say to ourself with all our soul

then we promise to do it when we know we wont

After which we look at our watch ,

we realise what had past is actually our youth & soul .

We linger on every breath we have ,

Just wishing that we would discover tmr

Then when the wind blow we close our eyes

just wishing wind would blew us high .

Keeping in our mind troubles are still there ,

hoping that soon it will all go away ...

Maybe 1 day , I say to myself ,

just believing naively 1 day we'll .

Is just a matter of time I wrote in my diary , I'll be okay I said , nodding my head ...

I LOVE MOONCAKE

2010-07-27T19:21:00.002+08:00

Evening my friend .

Out of curiousity , I now understand something . But not whole , only a lil .
Didn't know people could suffer so much , I felt sad , but for who Im asking myself . After that my mind was like full of question . FAN AH FAN I tell you . Sometime I really wish I don't know anything . But if I dunno I'll curious . Know already fan again .

What for am I stressing myself with this kinda nonsense , its none of my business gosh !

2010-07-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hey guys .

Today let me understand that time passes so quickly * like again *

Its Lao Ma Birthday once again . Thats mean I gonna be 1 yr older soon ): 1 year had pass for her .

I gaze at the moon tonight , I got kinda emotional for about half & hour . I know , Im being rude . Is my Lao Ma bdae hello ? What was I thinking -.-" Can't stand myself . HAHA , But Of course how can I be rude at such a big occasion ? I got myself up after playing at the play ground with Norman & friends . I had a great time . happy :D

We cut the cake around 9 plus & IM SO SAD ): Is after 8 you know ? ): But I have to eat ! Is Lao ma birthday . Is like some kinda respect I guess . If its my bdae I would also like my family members to have a piece of my cake . Time was running fast , tick-tock tick-tock , I hug Lao ma goodbye & we left .

Time dash so quickly today . Didn't manage to do some thing today . Sad again . Guess I have to turn early tonight . Gonna run in the morning . No use ): Not meeting ppl I think I will sleep like pig ): I wanna pass my humans . Im trying my best to concentrate . But i cant . TILL NOW . What was I thinking ?

OH well better sleep early :D

GOOD NIGHT FELLOW CATS :)

2010-07-20T20:13:00.003+08:00

Hellos peoples ,
I got a blablabla in mind today !
How would you feel if you were to stuck between both of your friends ?
&& What would you do if both of them are your best friends ?
Who would you help ? Who would you trust ? Who would you support ! Oh my ! :(

I could totally imagine that kinda feeling right now . If I were to step in that situation I would be lost totally . Both are my good friends , Both I trust , But who would I help !

Haha Im just being random

Today the day was young like usual but now is OLD ): Hate it ): Im tired , 24 hours is not enough for me dear ! I need some spare times !

2010-07-14T17:21:00.003+08:00

Hello to my friends !
Today is just another boring day where by I stare in the computer th whole afternoon playing face book !
Im so bored please ): I ran away from detention I feel so stupid just because Mr Singh wants me to buy a new skirt . I feel so regret now lah ! I should not have go away , feel so dumb sia ! Tmr if he find me I gonna be dooommmmm !!! & the thing is that he spoke nicely to me you know ): WTH siaa ): ! SO NOOB ): I feel so scare ! But actually my heart ain't feeling anything LOL ! Im just saying out * LAUGHS *

QAD called me just now , I hope everythings alright !
Hopefully everything will be fine .. Cause thats what I believe .
And I strongly think that she's not the 1 at fault .
Why does she keep blaming herself ?
AH YO !

I hope i study , which i didn't , & my parents gonna scold me soon

2010-07-11T12:29:00.002+08:00

Hey peoples !
This week had been great ! Its still the same everytime I come to post , I would always wannna complain something . I HAVEN STARTED STUDYING ! wtffffff ): OIIII i better change lah going kill myself soon !

This year totally sucks la , I hope it past faster . But Im so half minded I want this I want that , what do I actually want ? Okay lah don't waste time this is not the point .

Im bored I wanna sleep ): Very tired . I wish holland win later
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE *LOVES*
SMILE SMILE SMILE
DRINK WATER

2010-07-06T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hey folks
Today was the first day of school ! Its okay ! PE was fun ! Had a great time ! " FAMILY BONDING " ya know ? HAHAS ! I laugh till my jaws gonna drop ! Im so happy today .
However all this happy mindset are all erase by the reality that tmr my house would not be my house any more .

Good time don't last !
Anw thurs is my Oral ! All the best to everyone .

Thought that I could but I couldn't ! FAIL FAIL FAIL ALAMAKKKKKK ):
*LAUGHS*

2010-07-03T14:37:00.003+08:00

Hi guys :)
Yesterday outing was awesome ! We celebrated Shirley bdae for her . It was an advance happy bdae yeah . I enjoyed myself very much . Days with them are just great .Home works stress are all dissapear :] Shirley really made my day fabulous . l was laughing none stop hahaha . Thinking again yesterday I really did not angry or shout at anyone . Im really happy :D Seriously l agree with Sock Han , she's a kai xin guo yupps :D BUT THEN THE CAKE . I cant believe this is the 1st time i eat such a huge slice of cake . I know my size but then OMG i can't believe . But I still have to believe is inside my stomach now hahahas :)

Yesterday was mummy birthday we did celebrate for her . I bought her her favourite nuts for her bdae present ! EH 6 dollar plus it isn't cheap & there's a healthy lago :D The Mr bean uncle is really funny . He never fail to make me laugh hahahaha whenever I see him I alr want to burst into laughter . I mean his actions & the way he speak is really entertaining . Haha . So I had another slice of cake . & I ate some chocolate nuts stuffs . Everydays like food buffet for me !

I better start dieting soon , I can't seem to get those fats off my tummy ! Oh god .

Anw Im gonna have my Mac breakfast tmr :D Thinking of hotcakes . Cravings :] After moving to Ah ma house , I have to eat breakfast . I don't have the habit of eating breakfast ): But she want me to eat . But Im full & I don't wanna dissappoint her . So i force myself to munch down . sigh . gonna move all those boxes in my house away tmr ! Put in store . Guess my parents gonna bomb again . Couldn't help much making me seems like a useless freak ..

Thinking again , I would probably not get the course I desire .

Look at myself , not even studying yet . STill wanna call people study . Nonsense nonsense nonsense !
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHS

Smilees :)

2010-06-29T19:18:00.002+08:00

Evening ladies & gentleman :)
Its so fast 1 week had just dash cross like this .
It was expected but I didn't thought that it would be that quick ):
I'll just sum up my day today ,
There was Pe today :) I LOVE PE . Its fun , but sweaty + stink ! & tired ):
Im tired everyday , I didn't study didn't burn any midnight oil but Im still tired ! I wanna sleep now hohoho . School was okay untill I broke the thermometer ~! How silly am I -.-" Its like every practical I would screw up ! Its either I do wrong thing or I break something or I dunno how to do !

The mercury spill out & ITS SHINY COLOUR WAN ! So cool har ! However Mr goh say it can cause temporary blindness if i touch it & rub against my eye . His a good teacher . I gonna miss his hilarious actions ): I stayed back to study in school ! Done a few maths questions only . Haven really done much . Time really pass so fast har . My mother bdae is coming , FRIDAY :D SO EXCITED !!! SHIRLEY Birthday saturday WOOHOO :) Many up coming bdae's my pocket gg "pop" *LAUGHS *
Enough of my craps , guess I shall head home now .
Goodbye (:

I' pray that everyone is healthy :D
All the best for studies !

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.
~Cynthia Nelms

2010-06-26T13:47:00.002+08:00

Will you suffer in silence in order to make your love one happy
or Will you make them miserable just to make yourself happy =O

No matter what move you made I believe you've made it because you believe its the right want . Sometime suffering yourself making someone happy you yourself would feel the happiness too :)

Today I learn not to calculate everything into details .
If every little thing I also want to spent time angry-ing frustrating , what kinda life would that be * LAUGHS * Ah ma sometime really make me laugh like some cat ! Speaking of cat , that fat garfield is always lottering outside my house . I dun like it ! I MEAN I MEOW ONLY doesn't mean Im friend with you ! Worst come to worst its not afraid of me . I tried umpteen time chasing it away , but to no avail it just stand there looking at me or it walk towards me .

Mummy daddy are chasing it away everynight just to open up the window for vandalation . That stupid cat would jump in the house if you dont chase it away ! I dunno why but the body of this creature seems slimy like some slime it can SQUEEZE its fatty acidic body into the window hahas .
OI I don't love it :( BUT HAHAHAHAS i hate this garfield I gonna scold it everyday .
But every morning I walk out I'll say good morning to it ! HAHAHAS * LAUGHS *

Okay daddy wanna use the lappy now , guess I've to go :)

I would pray that everyone would be bless with good health & happiness
May all of you live your life to your ful-less .
All the best =)

2010-06-22T14:40:00.002+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON LIVINGS :)
The chinese song "SHI SHANG ZHI YOU MAMA HAO " suddenly came upon my mind . I wonder why only mother is good ? There should be a shi shang zhi you ba ba hao song too . I always think that my father is far way better then my mother . I don't know why , is not that I don't love my mother or I hate her . Is just that sometimes she keep calling back home asking things making me frustrated for no reason . Im short temper , i believe Im born like this Im sorry ! I want to change , Im trying my best BUT I CAN'T . I lose my temper very easily . Maybe not towards friend but my parents . I dislike this , really don't like ): I scold myself , question myself why am i like this ): I dunno also ! Can someone give me a answer ?? Im home now . I feel nothing . I have no expression to describe my feeling . I dunno what to say to anyone ): I dunno what to do . dunno what to type . Why do I always stuff myself just to release my stress . WHY WHY WHYY ):

Daddy have to Iron , hang in&out the shirt , pack clothes , clean the house , hardly had anytime seating down watching tv checking his mail . & I just seat down not studying just watching tv & playing . Who the hell am I ? I always claim that I love my family a lot yet I did not participate in any helping . How good am I . Im not fit to be a good daughter , not a good girl . All I have to do is just help to iron the clothes . JUST IRON MAYBE ONLY HELP 1 , it can release one of his burden but what I do ? I DONE NOTHING . Seriously I say I've been studying what kind of bull shit excuse is this . Study ?? Haha study ? * speechless *
I love my parents a lot . I love to relie on people a lot . But I guess is time I step out of this and grow up . My parents can't be with me forever & I can't be with them forever too . Hoping that tomorrrow we could go out together . Anywhere as long as its not ah ma house . I need a gasp of air please . I've not burst yet . Not now for the time being .. I have to tolerate a little of nonsense . Just a few more months I believe . I wish everything goes well for my family . I wish everyone would be bless with good health & happiness . I don't mind losing anything .. Is now nothing to me . Perhaps long time ago .

Sorry about this post , Im just being random .

2010-06-19T11:50:00.002+08:00

Morning cities of townsville .
I got kinda out of mood last night & gave that ridiculous face to my family .
Im sorry , but when I don't feel like talking anymore people keep talking to me making me frustrated & I dunwanna shout or scream at my parents nor my sister so I keep quiet . Then they just keep talking saying OI TALK TO YOU LAH , You cannot listen is it ? The way they speak really hurtful , thought is just this , a few simple word . I didn't help to pack my stuffs . After when I move Im sure I'll grumble this complain that . Im not bringing a lot of things to ah ma house . Putting down some stuffs , throwing away some . BUT i couldn't bear somehow .

Guess what I just heard something from my dad .
*LAUGHS*
I hate it when daddy tell me things after that he say you okay with it ?
Is not like , if i say i not happy with it he would change his mind .
Hahas I still have to PUT ON THAT HAPPY FACE to accept this .
Thought that this day would still be long but haha it still arrive , & its earlier then I thought .
Just 1 sentence , I gonna miss this house alot ):

When I move over , I gonna change my behaviour / attitude / character .
Motivate myself to study , control playing with my cousins .
Help ah ma do house chores !
& Don't count things into details .
But sometime in life there's just somethings you would like to share & somethings you just don't wish to share .But I'll still share , either I like it or not , if it can make my cousin happy seeing them smile also make me happy .
I've did a good deed & I know I've grown up .

I would like to thanks this house , as I grow , you became older .
Memories would not be wipe but kept in my heart .
Thanks ILY :)

2010-06-17T15:31:00.004+08:00

Afternoon bell :)
I couldn't lie to myself that everyday was great ! Just playing about eating around .
Talking rubbish & stuffs ! Hahas . I missed out Rachel Bdae celebration hopefully Xm wan as well .

Went IKEA & Giant yesterday ! FUN FUN FUN ! HAHAHAS ! I wanted to buy this Chen Yu book that cost 4 bucks but I didn't cause my mother call me GO TOILET !
So lame lo HAHAHAHAHAHAS ~ But I'll buy it !@ WOOOTS !

Me & my haolian-ness for watching scary show & drinking 2 cups of coffee cause me cannot sleep -.-" hahahaha I feel like some dumb kiddo ! I reAlly love coffee BUT THEN WHY I DRINK ALREDY ALWAYS CANNOT SLEEP !! I NOT HAPPY ! Hahahaha !

Daddy bought hua mei for me so ex can 100g $6.8o GOSH ! bUT I LOVE IT ;D I think I got the best parents in the world HAHAHAHA okay la i think everybody think this way too :) Hahas .

I miss popo . haha really miss her a lot . But I don't even have the chance of gg back to pay my respect haha . I know my parents aren't free ! Im big already must understand . Hahas .

FATHER DAY IS COMING COMING COMING !~! IM LOVING IT :D
A SMALL FAMILY GATHERING ON SUNDAY IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT :D
EXCITEDDDD WEEEEEEEE
Shall stop here :)

With love ,
Shermaine

2010-06-13T20:29:00.004+08:00

Evenings livings ! :)
I MISS PUJI LA !
I miss her talking to me , miss her calling me to bath .
miss her cooking food for us , miss disturbing her .
Miss her consultation when Im down , call me not to sad BECAUSE... !!!!!
HAHAHA

I try searching Facebook . Try to find if there's anyway I could see how you're now .
BUT NO ! DON'T HAVE WTF LA ! I feel like slapping myself now .
Im like day dreaming every single day . I been staring into space today .
Daddy ask me what you doing . Mei mei look at me * I say huh nthing . He say I look as if ppl are forcing me to eat ! HAHA what a joke . Is like as it im sleep walking or something . Im very tired I want to sleep . Is there any thing I can eat to make me sleep ! PLEASE .

I wanna go pray ! should I go tmr ! Wait I ask myself first .
Shermaine you wanna go ?
Shermaine : " I think so "
Shermaine :" really a not , is very hot you know ? "
Shermaine : " ah ya , WO BU ZHI DAO LA , BU YAO FAN WO "

Some people live with you for a life time , yet don't understand you a single bit .
Some people who appear as a passerby in your life understand you .
HAHAHAHAS ! How I wish some people understand some people feeling , so that some people would not be crying over some people story . Haha !

I must be dreaming . Ya must be dreaming .
I would probably wake up soon , & when I do so , I'll tell myself is just a dream .
I must be mad . HAHA . Ying gai shi zhen de feng le . Haha !

Don't stupid already , Haha . But I really want to laugh at everything in life .
HAHAHAHA !
Instead of envying others , can I ask myself why PEOPLE can do it & I can't ?
Why must I be envy of them . We are all the same ! Human Being . Eat Sleep Shit .
Haha ying gai shi zhen de feng le . Wth Im thinking hahas .

Okay Puji calling me to go bath now . Later she complain to daddy mummy then I mati alr !

All the best !

2010-06-11T20:22:00.003+08:00

Milk tea , a piece of kuei , water chestnut , lemon tea , sweets , plums , some dumplings , plates of curry mee hoon , 2 cups of dessert , packet cashew nuts , packets of tidbit , packet of tomato biscuit , watermelon , plum plum plum ! more TIDBITS , And that's my day . Er sen say EH YOU LOOK MORE CHUBBY ! And I say ah ya bla bla bla . Seriously I think Im out of mind .

WHAT AM I THINKING GOSH . Haha okay la whatever ! Tomorrow I promise !
Im moving to ah ma house soon . I really love ah ma alot , but i know that there would be conflicts . I just know somethings would come to e end . I gonna lose some things . Okay just being random here .

I packed ah gong stuffs today . He got lots of books of views , scenery of the sky . So nice ! I kept those books , gonna read them when I move there =] While I was packing out his books / document , SURPRISINGLY A STUPID COCKROACH WAS STRUGGLING BELOW OF THE BOOK ! Once I lift it up , it was like struggling , of course i scream here & there like some ah siao . THEN RUN OUT Of the room . I keep shouting " wei she me zhe me jiu le hai mei si ? Wah zhe me jiu le hai bu hui si de ah ? " HAHAS , sorry im so bad ! But i really dislike those ants cockroach lizard ): Really irratated me ! This remind me of Wee Sock Fong . Haha
I gonna be busy occupied by stuffs this few weeks Can't escape from home . I got alot of things to do . Gonna shift some things over , pack some stuffs .
Really have to leave this home ? Really love it a lot ): Can we move back next time ? HAHAHAHAHA ):

My father really slim down wow ! IS good . I guess 1 more week his stomach would be flatter . unlikc mine keep expand for some stupid idiot reasons . Fuck it ! ANW ANW I WANNA DRINK ALMOND D: OHOHOH MY mummy bought be kueii !! Im loving it :D LOVE KUEI :D THE GREEN COLOUR BELOW RICE NICE :D I LOVE ONEH ONEH ALSO !! I LOVE OTHERS TOO :D I WAN EAT I WAN EAT :) I gonna buy at hougang there . There's 1 particular stall I dunno where but is in Hougang sell those kueii which is so YUMMY :DD HEHES !

I wanna GROW i wanna GROW GROW GROW
I wanna PLAY i wanna PLAY PLAY PLAY
I wanna STRONG i wanna be STRONG STRONG STRONG
That's why " I " LOVE G.R.O.W GROW !

WORLD CUP ! GONNA Watch later on :)
I WANNA SLAP SOME PPL NOW . GONNA MAKE SOME PPL PISSED OFF =X ESPECIALLY MY SISTER MY MOTHER HAHAS !!!!

Btw Father Day is coming hehehehe , and I don't have cash ! GOOD LUCK FOR ME !

IM WORKING IN SOME CHOCOLATE FACTORY ! WOOHOOS ! CHOCOLATES ARE YUMMY !
Just kidding :)

BYE PEOPLES !! I LOVE YA ALL ! YOU PEOPLE SUCKS <3

2010-06-10T12:43:00.001+08:00

Some kinda indigestion .

2010-06-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

Everything's gonna be alright =}
I would try my best :>
I'll not give up , i've not lost :D

2010-06-08T18:40:00.002+08:00

2010-06-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

I would capture something as beautiful as the last hour of daylight ..
The world according to charlie turner is beautiful .

2010-06-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

" In any moment of decision , the best thing you can do is the right thing . The worst thing you can do is nothing " i got this quote from a web .
I think it means alot to me .

Frankly speaking if i touch my heart today and ask myself if i had did the right thing i can honestly say "no" . I know action speaks louder then words , when i say i can honestly say a no will i be able to say it ? Many times ppl get confuse with things they're able to do and things they're not able to do . You can say you can manage , you can complete this task on time . But when the night becomes darker . The morning comes . Will you be able to tell yourself "yes i've completed my task " if you've congratualation . But if you didn't , will you be giving yourself excuses that the time pass so quickly . I don't have enough time . Im very tired . Etc .
The problem doesn't lie on the time which pass quickly , is how you manage your time wisely . How you arrange yr timing .

If you say tomorrow you would start , you would probably be saying another tmr . And another tmr would soon appear and be yr excuse . " A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step " i believe all of us . Either cats mice dogs or humans have their dreams their goal . Even a mice , its goal can be cheese , a huge amount of foods to fill their empty stomach . But in order to get that , they have to go thr many obstacles . Passing through dirty drains filthy markets just to get what they want . If they happen to see a cheese on th road n they're starving to death i believe they would still struggle with their last breath just to get hold of it . Perseverence . Is just that . A never say die spirit . Do you have it ?

"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop "
So long if you don't stop . The distance of yr goal would not be far ! Every move you made every step you take , leads you closer and closer . But why if you've alr made th choice of continueing . Why give up in th middle of the road . When you feel like giving up , ask yourself what makes you hold on for so long at the first place . Your parents ? Your friends ? Or yourself ?

" When you come to the end of your rope , don't let go & tie a knot & hold on there"
And thats when you start to understand how to Persevere . How to never give up . Whats the meaning of life ? Ask yourself . Who do you live for ? Your parents ? Your loves one , Or yourself ?

As long as you don't give up , all of your " wants " would be in your hand one day .
Teachers can help you , friends can help you , everybody can help you . But As long as you've give up , NOBODY , NOBODY can help you . PLEASE KEEP THAT IN MIND !
If you've decided to lead yourself down to drain like this , nobody can help you . nobody . Even if they want to . They couldn't .. Give yourself some time , some space alone .

I couldn't say I understand cause Im not you . If Im not you how could I possibly understand

Pondering with my thoughts

2010-06-02T08:01:00.000+08:00

i got a question

So this is hw sec lifes goes i believe .
We have just nice a 4-5 yrs relationship with our best buddies in sch
We share jokes talk abt ppl , see ppl and judge them tgt .
Is it 4-5 yr is just th enough time for us to understand each other . And after when we get our result when we enter into diff course , poly .
Will we still be as close as nw ?

2010-06-02T06:54:00.000+08:00

Is raining . I love it .
Looks like im dreaming again .

JUNKS

2010-06-01T20:02:00.004+08:00

As I was walking STRAIGHT just now . Many things came upon my mind .
I decided & I promise to SHERMAINELIM
This will be the "final time" I talk nonsense .
But can somebody tell me . When you promise someone something , do you really mean it ?
Will you really obey yr promise ?
Or what you say/promise is just trying to let the person rest his/her mind ?

If you know you can't do it , why must you promise at the first place?
Why must you give ppl a "hope" that you would fufill what you say .
Why must you talk at the first place ?
WHY ? WHY MUST ...... WHY MUST ................................... WHYYYYYYYY
I GONNA DO SOME SELF REFLECTION NOW .
& I KNOW THAT STUFFING MYSELF WITH FOOD NOW WOULDNT CURE ANYMORE .
IM JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR . CAUSE IM GG OUT WITH MY DADDY MUMMY & MEIMEI ;DDDDD WEEEEEEE THINKING OF IT MAKES ME SMILE AGAIN HAHAS ;D
I gonna take my shower now & read through some notes !
I wish everyone the best , may you guys be healthy & happy =)
Thanks !

PS: I found out that Im like some gila when i text , type & talk . HAHAHAHA

2010-05-31T15:14:00.004+08:00

* Warm Greetings *
BUZZZZZ ~! And so I had my MTL paper just now . I "think" I can pass . But just the grades !

I cant stand it Im munching onto snacks again . See my chubby face . The stupid TUMMY EEEK . Cant stand it . I guess I must really control myself . I really don't wish to become a fatty bom bom like my cousin say WHICH LIKE NOW HE HAVE ALREADY START TO CALL ME THAT . AH YOOO ~! NONONO RESIST . Im challenging with SUDATIII !! Must win her must win !! Hahas . I can't stop comparing things har .

I think Im really glued to my family nowadays . Just have in mind that I wanna cherish the time with them . Everything can wait . True Friendship can wait Real relationship can wait . But the bonding time with relatives , family cannot be put aside . I really don't wish to missed out this time . Since I had lost once . I don't wanna " LIVE WITH REGRETS" But I still wanna spent time with my friends . Just that now I realise that the time I spend with my family is getting lesser and lesser , really had to do something about it . Im sorry friends .

But I think my friends would understand la . Since they are all so understandable ~! HAHAHAS " ALL " you see . K la stop my rubbish . Lets get back to business . SO yea what was I talking about . Oh ya my life , So yahs still Family then friends . Sorry everybody should know ! Family come first . So now I've stated clearly . I REALLY LOVE MY FAMILY . I BETTER CHERISH THEM NOW . DUNWANNA REGRET LIKE IDIOT . IDIOT !!!! hahhahahahahahahhas

I gonna LAUGH out loudly today . I dunno why I keep wanna laugh . When I was walking home I control my laughter . When Im in the lift Im still controling . When Im home I cant laugh out cause my meimei will say me siao . OH AND YOU KNOW WHAT , SHE FOUND OUT MY LIL SECRET TALKING TO MYSELF LOOKING IN THE MIRROR . & SHE SAY ME SIAO !! Expected .

OH OH OH I wanna go watch the korea drama now . The song is captivating me .
So long guys .
WAIT , SO LONG AS YOU HAVE TRIED YOUR BEST . EVEN IF YOU AREN'T THE BEST . YOU'RE STILL GOOD . Sometime , best isn't the best .If you see the other way round , Good can also be the best ..
SEE YAHS CATS :DD

2010-05-30T15:47:00.002+08:00

HEY YO ! I SO DAM GOT THE FEELING TO POST NOW SO IM HERE AFTER MUCH HESITATION . IM CONTROLING MY HAND NOT TO CLICK TO FACEBOOK .

Tomorrow is the O lvl mother tongue paper ! Panick Stressed Nervous ? Not really dunno why either . Daddy has been pressing me to study but guess I would disappoint them again ..

But I must win Hou Tian cause we "challenge" our grades . While Im typing this out I suddenly recalled Mr Gee telling me don't compare with others don't challenge with others , if you can defeat yourself can already . Think again it really do makes sense . If I cant win myself how can I win others . WAHAHAS*

Anw I still think I should do my best ! At least try . I can lose to others but I can't afford to lose to myself .

Im changing my eating habits ! SO IN LOVE WITH WHOLEMEAL BREAD NOW .
Im sure after a while I'll get so sick of it & nag "huh ? Wholemeal bread again ? " HAHAS guess what , that's me Shermaine !

It doesn't matter how long you take , as long as you reach the end !!

COME LETS DO IT SHERMAINE ! 3 JIAYOU CHEERS !
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !!

Nonsense

2010-05-27T16:53:00.002+08:00

如果说能,真的能吗?
不是怕,也不是不敢面对事实
而是真的累了。。不想在这样撑下去了
现在在欢笑,但我知道,不久的这些只会成为痛苦的记忆。。
就这样放下吧,真的不想在想了。
我真的错了。。真是的!!
好了不在这样了,开心,只要开心,只要哈哈大笑,就没事了。。
哈哈哈哈。。
Anw is raining now , and the sun is still shining brightly . I do hope thr's a rainbow afterwards . It will surely make my day beautiful . Going out !! Write soon . Smile ^^

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN

2010-05-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

You better watch out!
Better not cry!
Better not pout!
I'm telling you why,
Santa Claus is comin' to town.

He's making a list
and checking it twice.
He's going to find out who's naughty and nice.
Santa Claus Is Comin' To Town.

He sees when you're sleeping.
He knows when you're awake.
He knows if you've been bad or good.
So be good for goodness sake!

You better watch out!
Better not cry!
Better not pout!
I'm telling you why,
Santa Claus is comin' to town.

With little tin horns and little toy drums,
rootie-toot-toots and rum-a-tum tums.
Santa Claus Is Comin' To Town.

Curly head dolls that toddle and coo,
elephants, boats and kiddie cars too.
Santa Claus is comin' to town.

The kids and girls in boyland
will have a jubilee.
They're going to build a toyland town,
all around the Christmas tree.

You better watch out!
Better not cry!
Better not pout!
I'm telling you why,
Santa Claus is comin' to town.

Wahhahas , Im not deceiving myself . I know I aren't . Bell is wrong :)
Theres absolutely nothing wrong with me haas .
I LOVE LAUGHING OUT LOUD . IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH LAUGHING OUT LOUDLY !! LIKE 1 KI SIAO ;D But I feel very happy !
I mean there must not always be a reason for being happy right ?
Happy must happier , sad also must happy , everything's about happy .
As time goes by , all those moments of sadness will be washed away .
Please dont rake up the past .

2010-05-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

不久前觉得全身不自在,现在好很多
只觉得好累,时间根本不够我用。。
真想开始,但不知不觉又被周围的东西影响了。。其实我真的很想帮,但又帮不上什么忙。。
时间久了自然会好的
现在只能这么想了。。

2010-05-23T18:09:00.002+08:00

Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.
-- Author Unknown

Remember what you say to yourself remember what you promise yourself
remember what you want for yourself remember what you want to achieve for yourself
remember every choice you choose for yourself remember every step you made for yourself
remember those time you struggle in yourself remember those joys you make for yourself
remember those thinking in yourself remember those nonsense in yourself
remember those stupid craps in yourself remember those stupid ppl in yourself
now remember time will pass quickly remember to cherish people
remember everything'll leave you 1 day remember not to regret
remember not to let those who care for you disappointed remember not to waste time
remember your kinship friendship relationship
remember to always remember but dont don't remember
only when you remember you're able to remember
remember I'll remember , remember always .
I'll remember my father mother sister grandpa grandma uncle aunties cousin neighbours friends remember every word my father said to me . remember those time i spent with my kins remember those pains i been through remember those laughter remember those joys remember those crazy time remember emo-ing remember every lesson i had remember what friends remind me .
Remember to drink plenty water
remember to play hardly remember to study joyfully
remember yr bags remember yr pens remember yr pencil case remember yr rubber
remember your buddies remember your enemies
remember your hate ones remember your loves one
remember the brand of shampoo you used remember the type of body foam you used
remember your favourite food remember your must have food
remember how heavy you are remember how skinny you are€
remember your computer remember your laptop
remember yr smooth hair remember yr rough hair
remember yr tv remember yr mio tv
remember yr pets remember yr pests
remember yr shoes remember yr socks
remember yr school remember yr uniform
remember yr badge remember your teachers
remember yr working place remember your colleague
remember yr medicine remember yr doctor
remember your plant remember your flowers
remember chocolates remember sweets
remember yr best time remember yr lousy time
remember your illness remember your weakness
remember your plans remember your answers
remember your headache remember your gastric
remember your toilet remember your table
remember yr chairs remember yr drawers
remember your cupboard remember your lockers
remember your blog remember your livejournal
remember your hand remember you leg
remember your finger remember your toes
remember yr water bottle remember yr plastic bags
remember yr photos remember yr memories

2010-05-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

Talking about the future
The tense of a verb tells us when the action was done. The action can be done in the past, present or future.

When do I use the future tense?
There are three main ways of talking about the future. You can say:

I will work late tomorrow. = future tense
I am working late tomorrow. = present continuous tense
I am going to work late tomorrow. = 'going to' + verb
1. Future tense
This is made by 'will' or 'shall' + the verb, as in the example above 'I will work late tomorrow.'
Note that 'will' and 'shall' are often shortened.
e.g.
Autumn will soon be here.
It'll break if you drop it.
What will you do? I don't know what I'll do

2. Present continuous
You can use the present continuous when you are making plans. It's useful to talk about definite arrangements in the near future, as in the example above 'I am working late tomorrow.'
e.g.
What time are you leaving tomorrow? I'm leaving at 8 O'clock.
I'm going out tomorrow.
I'm getting a new car next week.

3. Going to
'Going to' + the verb is also useful to talk about plans. It suggests that something is decided.
e.g.
What are you going to do this evening?
I'm going to watch a film on TV.
I think it's going to rain.
He's going to play football.

hahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I've complete my english hw in the net but im lazy to write my reflections hahahahahahaahhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahas
wait i just heard something funny , ok maybe I saw . hahahahahahahahas is so funny , so hilarious . what a joke ! Wow Im so happy . I feel so blessed . WOWWW his so nice . She's so nice too . Everybody is so nice nowadays Im so impressed . I can't believe my eyes . I think Im dreaming now . I shall go back to bed .
Good Nights (:

IM BACKKKKKK :D

2010-05-21T14:57:00.003+08:00

HEY SUNFLOWERS ,
IM BACKKKK :DD AFTER A FEW WEEKS OF NONSENSE , I CAN NOW OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT DING DONG BELL HUI LAI LE . WAHAHAS ! WO HEN KAI XIN FEI CHANG KAI XIN . Aint because of my MYE which I totally screw up . Only two passes !? Im not please with my results , But is kinda expected , time after time I been asking myself
Did I try ?
Have I tried my best ?
Did I push myself ?
Have I put in efforts into it ?
Did I spent my time wisely ?
Have I really study ?
I CAN SAY "NO" HAHAHAHAS ~~!! I better motivate myself soon or I'll DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
世界究竟什么样?不是我想像.
那样清楚,那么简单,容易,找不到自己
回到这里Where I want to be 一个熟悉声音向我召唤,这里有我的记忆给我补充了温暖~~!@#
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS . Okay Serious time . I GOT A PIMPLE ON MY CHIN !! OH OH OH AND I THINK IS A VERY SEXY PIMPLE HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS ~~!
I believe being happy would kick all my pimples away :D SO LONG PIMPLESSS I'LL OVERTAKE YOU NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND .

SMILE EVERYBODY IS A GOOD DAY , GOOD WEATHER , & THR ARE GOOD PEOPLES :)
It's never too late—in fiction or in life—to revise.
-- Nancy Thayer

WITH LOVE,
SHERMAINE :)

2010-05-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit."
~ Unknown

2010-05-17T10:15:00.003+08:00

The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're alive.
-- Orlando A. Battista

2010-05-15T13:40:00.001+08:00

Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings.
-- Ralph Blum

2010-05-13T11:46:00.001+08:00

It is not what you say that matters but the manner in which you say it; there lies the secret of the ages.
-- William Carlos Williams

2010-05-11T14:52:00.004+08:00

A small action that make you smile the whole day .

(女)想你想你阮想你看你看你要离开
伤心渗着眼泪流归暝害阮心痛要恨天
(男)一年一年搁一年一眠一眠痛一暝
命运创治的过去为何当初要离开
(女)梦中犹原甜蜜的相思手中只剩你我的相片
(男)跟你拆散的月暝饮着苦涩的滋味
(女)梦你今夜返来阮身边等你总有一日回心转意
(男)未来怎样来证明
(合)阮的真爱只有你
(女)想你想你阮想你看你看你要离开
伤心渗着眼泪流归暝害阮心痛要恨天
(男)一年一年搁一年一眠一眠痛一暝
命运创治的过去为何当初要离开
(女)梦中犹原甜蜜的相思手中只剩你我的相片
(男)跟你拆散的月暝饮着苦涩的滋味
(女)梦你今夜返来阮身边等你总有一日回心转意
(男)未来怎样来证明
(合)阮的真爱只有你
(女)梦中犹原甜蜜的相思手中只剩你我的相片
(男)跟你拆散的月暝饮着苦涩的滋味
(女)梦你今夜返来阮身边等你总有一日回心转意
(男)未来怎样来证明
(合)阮的真爱只有你
(男)未来怎样来证明
(合)阮的真爱只有你

2010-05-10T16:06:00.002+08:00

As I gazed longily outside the window today ,
I realised something which I've never noticed before ..

HAPPY MOTHER DAY :D

2010-05-09T00:47:00.003+08:00

HEY SUNFLOWERS ^^
TODAY IS AN HAPPY OCCASION AS ITS MOTHER'S DAY :D
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MUMMY'S REACTION WHEN SHE SEE'S THE EARRING I BOUGHT FOR HER
& SHE STILL THOUGHT THAT I ONLY BOUGHT HER A KANG NAI XIN HAHAS . SHE'S SO ADORABLE LAA . BUT SOMEHOW I THINK SHE'S KNOWS THAT I BOUGHT SOMETHING FOR HER ! CAUSE I ALWAYS LIE TO HER HAHAHAHA , I BET SHE'S GONNA SAY
"HAI SUAN YOU LIANG XING " LATER IN THE MORNING !

ANYWAY , I went out with DaGu , DaGu friends & my sis CHERYL LIM today .
Da Gu Zhang brought us to the SPCA first before meeting DaGu friends to shopping , so we went to see those dogs which some is like kena abandon , toture etc and of course sad la , they keep barking some cry , some give those expression thinking that their owner would be back to redeem them which is like obviously won't lahs , DaGuZhang so bad ): He played with chihuahua feeling , he say Okay lets linyang and bring it like near out of the cage alr then he let him back again ): His so sad it almost cry it keep barking none stop ! We shouldn't bluff animals or even humans feeling ): 1 black doggy kinda big is very fierce he keep barking very angrily as if if he get to escape from the cage his gonna eat you up ! DaGuZhang say maybe he got beaten by his owner before that's why he so fierce keep barking . I squad down & talk to him , asking him why what happen , don't be like this , maybe Im talking in cat language or he simply ignore my existant but however , none of the dog caught my attention , only the kitty which I think is very adorable ? Cause I keep disturbing it when it is sleeping haha . && its hand is so soft , the fur omg the texture is MUAHAHAHA YUMMY :}

Okay this is the kitty Im refering to :

All i can say is that I enjoyed myself . I really had a super great time haha .. haha :D
I laugh like some siao gila , BUT most important is that I made people laugh too which is good :) I love the feeling when ppl pat my back & laugh with me hahas , it makes me feel so good ! However , I wanted to study today , I thought I wouldn't be going today , but Daddy told me to go out RELAX , okay somehow I think the RELAX word have been use in the wrong time ): I mean O level is coming , But cause he say is Mid Year so I don't have to force myself too hard . But then I think that I haven even force myself ! The worst is my favourite subject Maths . Am I gg to fail it too ? OMG ): I hope I would be able to study tmr but the possibility of me studying tmr is like
1 out of 10 !

Okay this is a kitty at my ah ma house thr , its just another stupid kitty which I dunno what its trying to dig . ERM WE CAN SAY THAT MAYBE ITS DIGGING FOR BOMB ? However I've been captivated by it cuteness . .

Saturday, May 8, 2010
In your love life, try to leave the hatchet buried today, dear Lim! Bear in mind that the combined influence of the Tower and the Lovers are bound to put you in a tense emotional frame of mind, with an explosive mix of doubts and aggression… You may have self-doubts, but keep in mind that this is no reason to also doubt your significant other. Try to avoid the conflicts that can so easily arise from all these misunderstandings. In these rather difficult circumstances, the possibility of a separation or a breakup – even if it does not last for long – cannot be totally excluded... In your professional life, it is as though an earthquake was making the walls of your office tremble … The combination of Death and the Tower indicates the end of a mission or of a contract – both of which will leave you with an empty feeling. But, hey, don’t let this get you down. Get a grip on yourself, go see your boss and either he’ll have a new project for you, or you can propose something you’ve been wanting to do.

Im lazy to upload all the photos taken today shall upload them soon :D
LASTLY still I wish all mother a very HAPPY MOTHER DAY :D

WITH LOVE,
SHERMAINE :)

2010-05-06T18:37:00.002+08:00

I JUST WANNA SAY FUCK ~!
TYVM FOR YOUR KIND ATTENTION & NOW LET ME BEGIN MY REAL STORY

I break my promise again , I did it once again
I've been saying to myself this for countless time and yet I did not manage to do it .
FUCK
Couldn't take it any longer . tomorrow , okay this time wouldn't lie anymore .
Totally disappointed , tired . . FUCK IT LAA ):

The most beautiful moment of my life is ..
When I loved you after meeting you ..
Now I know that
You're the biggest gift of my life

If I walk near the you that turns around and gets farther away
Don’t turn away from me
I wonder if you don’t know my heart or know but still do it
Time is just passing by.

You who left me, You who turned around
I pray that I can catch

someday I say you and I will be together
If you take me in then

I would run I would fly
If you came into my heart
then I would stay next to you like river water flows
If you came into my heart

Please hold my hand
Hug me for now
You leaving like a butterfly
wanna my heart up inside
don’t have to say goodbye bye
I can’t let you go

You who left me, You who turned around
I pray that I can catch

someday I say you and I will be together
If you hug me then

I would run I would fly
If you came into my heart
then I would stay next to you like river water flows
If you came into my heart

You that shook my heart up so much
You know I can’t leave
Look at me Don’t ever let go
The two hands that are holding on now

I would run I would fly
If you came into my heart
then I would stay next to you like river water flows
If you came into my heart

2010-05-05T16:29:00.004+08:00

Hey yo Shermaine .
Today weather : Sucky
Mood : Lousy
Mind : -

Browsing through some photos and ya I miss that day Marina Barrage , or I miss myself . I don't know what had gotten into me once agin . FUCK it please . Couldnt study just munching food all the way ): Am really tired ): By the of the week I think I gonna gain like 5 kg perhaps ? Is like not a single minute I can settle down withough moving my mouth .Many were right , eating doesnt really stress . But what I had in mind was the thing I had the most is the food & I BITE THEM EAT THEM SWALLOW THEM UP . Neither did I realise I had bring more stress to myself . Isn't good lately , everything isn't smooth . Hate it . This year I change alot ): my character my attitude all ): my eating habit arghs . tmr i must do it . there's no point saying it without doing it so tmr i'll suceed !! && I CAN BUY THE CHIO SHIRT OMG :D

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
(Nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(It perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don't give up on me
(Uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

(So I) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me

What passed , let it passed
What's over then let it be over .
There's no point dwelling about it anymore .
Since it had already happen , is not like if I think I can change I would change .
My character my attitude & my positive working skill determine everything .
Lets do it tomorrow lets do it .

IM giving up on myself sorry ..... My eyes are closing ):
WOuldnt forget what I see , wouldnt forget what I hear . Wouldnt forget what I feel wouldnt forget what you gave . Goodbye my lover , goodbye my friend . Im saying this for fun

Today, the association of Death and the High Priestess is causing you to change your approach to your emotional situation, lim. You'll want to take a close look at your life, which may lead you to give up some material comfort in your search for the truth. It's time for positive reassessment. In terms of your career, all signs suggest that you need to examine certain elements of your past trajectory… Death and the Hermit are asking you to consider what aspects of your job or of the way you do your job are no longer effective, and to find the necessary steps for bringing the situation to an end. Whether your working methods are tired, you’re using out of date materials, or you’re persisting with ineffectual partnerships, it’s up to you to work out what needs to change...

2010-05-04T15:57:00.004+08:00

Stomach don't feel good
hokkien mee , chicken burger , orange peel , 2 slice of banana cake , 1 dao sha bing , 1 packet of tomato twisties , lays tidbits , pear , chocolate & milk hello panda per packet , biscuit , brown rice puffs etc etc . AHh fuck . need to vomit , Seriously think Im kinda sick in mind .
TMR IS THE START OF MYE & YA IM NOT PANICKING -.- JUST TOO STRESS ONLY !! HAHAHAHA -.-"
i dun feel like taking my medicine again , not gonna take it ): you sucks stupid medicine .
maybe im really sick in mind , but so far nobody knows about it . Maybe only 1 ? Haha I don't intent to tell anyone anw , is not like I have serious illness or something ba . Or maybe I have just that I never notice also ? Okay I feel really uncomfortable now . really needa vomit ): but is okay i can take it . maybe ? i dunno ):

When I start talking nicely to someone , they would show me that attitude .
What if I gave you that attitude when you talk to me nicely , would you feel fuck up like how I feel now ?
I talk to you nicely because I dunwan any arguement , then you start showing me that attitude . You know something ? I don't owe you a living or something . If you don't wanna talk to me just leave it . I dun wish to talk to you either ! Im just trying to courtesy and poliete here unlike some unreasonable brads . Alright . There's no need to mention so much , the person know who he's himself . If he dunno then too bad , maybe his too insensative , of he just cant be bother . No matter what it is , what I've seen today is far enough to take another explosion .
Thank you very much to you ya !

Tomorrow would be better , I'll try my best to put on that smile like today .
I tried , I really tried please trust me .
Maybe it hurt so much that I've forgotten about it .
Maybe time did really replenish all the lost I had .
Maybe ... would be happier now .. Maybe Im the one whose wrong again.
Whatever it is , I hope it wouldnt affect my emotion . I dunwanna be some fucker showing people attitude . Is lousy to do that .

I wouldn't reply any "not that important" text now . Sorry !

Tuesday, May 4, 2010
You are generosity itself today, and your benevolence is bringing harmony and confidence into your emotional life. The association of the Pope and the Moon indicates that you are a calming and reassuring presence. Your friends, family and children won't hesitate to confide their secrets or problems to you, dear Lim, for they can sense you'll be sympathetic and understanding. In the professional sphere, you will be combining to the best effect the brilliant ideas that the Sun provides you with and the wisdom and discretion that come from the Pope. People might think you’re a genius. Despite your success you will remain modest and will generously share the laurels with your co-workers - an attitude that will earn you admiration and affection from those around you.

2010-05-03T20:23:00.004+08:00

二人同行

勇气带加上宽容
在加无止境溜光的等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么

我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容

爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那个一个美梦是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我悲叹在未来的入口

爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个默默后承受

我想过很多以后幻想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风改雾悬空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落

Let tomorrow onwards be a brand new start for me
I wont tolerate any of this anymore . Im really tired please just spare me .
I wouldn't interfere anymore .
Daddy shouted at me . He called me to scram . I really wanna leave this house . Really badly , though is my fault .
Actually is always my fault la , everything blame on me . I just shut up & listen to your nagging .
I wouldn't flare up because of something which I didn't do .
I wouldn't argue with you because of something which you misunderstood .
Daddy's right , no matter how much I change I'll still be the same . FUCK !
FUCK EVERYTHING FUCK MY LIFE LAAAA FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK .

Can I do it ? Can I still put on that smile wherever I go
): Medicine is still there . I not talking ): I think I talk like some mental problem kid
KK tomorrow I'll happy . HAHAHAS :)

2010-05-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

Im sorry , Im really sorry .
I really dunno whats the matter with me , I know this isn't the right thing to do , I really know . I understand too I'll overcome all this problems soon . But I just dunno why I feel so weak out of the sudden . Im not weak one , Im not weak one . But why am I like this argh ! Shermaine please don't do this , I really hate you being like this . Remember you always say that you're POSITIVE BELL ? So continue being positive .

I dunwanna take the medicine , I dunwanna drink it . Im not sick I dunwan any medicine . I don't need any . I DUNWAN , I WANNA THROW THEM ALL AWAY . IS REALLY IRRATATING TO SEE THE MEDICINE LYING ON THE TABLE . & WHEN MUMMY IS BACK SHE WOULD ASK YOU DRINK YOUR MEDICINE ALREADY NOT ? I WANNA THROW THEM ALL AWAY . IS VERY NAN HE , IS BITTER IS DISGUSTING ITS FUCKING CRAZY BROWN COLOUR IS DRIVING ME SICK . But is really expensive . 6o plus just for a few packet of chinese powder . I really dunwanna waste money , but i really dun feel like drinking . Doctor say not to stuff myself with food , but im stuffing again I really dunno what the fuck is wrong with me . 3 kinderbueno , pear , bun , brown rice puffs , biscuit , siew mai , suan mei , etc etc etc . ETC YOU KNOW ?? TIDBITS ALL FUCK FUCK FUCK . WTF LA !!

You know SHERMAINE , stuffing yourself with food wont let you release your pain . It wont it would only make you gain weight & you would start complaining about fats again . then complain about the pimple all , you know something ? you're really irratating . I feel like vomitting too , vomitting out the food I eat . But I cant pour them out . Sour plum have been my good friend , is like a must have in my everyday .

Though I eat alot , I don't have any strength to wash my clothes , don't have strength to stay awake . I keep going to bed . Once i wake up I seat on the sofa eat & then my eyes start closing . Im really tired , I dunno whats the matter with me , I've been sleeping long hours this few days .. I hope I can start studying but I choose to push them aside .

I wanna go buy shirt dress pants clothings . I wanna go shopping . I saw some tops I wanna buy , I must buy them soon , only then I motivated . Next week Is mother day already . I wanna make some food for my mum to eat . But I know she comfirm wont want to eat . But I will stuff in her mouth I dun care .

Im munching on to sour plum now . Is nice . My eyes are giving up already . But vincent say if after eat sleep will fat . SO i better wait for 3 hours ): FUCK

lastly FUCK MY LIFE . Please go & take your medicine now .
thank you for reading my blog Shermaine .

2010-05-01T16:25:00.003+08:00

I dunno what's the matter with me , Im really short temper this day .
The doctor is right about my temper .
Why do I flare up out of th sudden . Why am I so pity suddenly .
Whats happening to me . Will the medicine help me control my stomach and my emotion ?
Help please ): I really hate myself now . I don't wanna shout at my parents but I cannot control myself .. Im a bad girl ): Im sorry ):
Eating is the only way to release my stress . Im sorry Shermaine D: your stomach gonna suffer alot I bet D:
Theres nothing wrong with me Im fine . Cause I say Im fine so Im fine :)
SHERMAINE COME GIVE ME A SMILE :DD IF YOU CANT SMILE HOW CAN YOU MAKE OTHER SMILE . SO COME SMILE GIVE ME A :DD
COME ON YOU CAN DO IT !!
:DDDDDDD
YAY YOU DID IT * CLAPS *
haha I find myself kinda lame suddenly . But well Im feeling so much better now . ahahs . I miss my father now , I f regret shouting at him just now ): FUCK IT FUCK FUCK FUCK D: Oii stop it .
Okay shall write till here bloggie . shall talk to you about my day tmr bloggy . WAN AN <3 I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU WOOOTS :)
*SMILE WIDELY*

MYE begin on wednesday . I know I so gonna screw up ):
let nature take it course .
NO EMO :DD

2010-04-30T22:22:00.005+08:00

Today 3oo41o marks the last day of April .
Since its already the last day , can I make it a better one tmr ?
Though this few days I been struggling , though I say I try , but I know I didn't .
Haha Shermaine when will you wake up . Haas !
When I don't bother about you anymore doesn't mean that I don't care about you anymore .
When I don't bother to ask about you anymore , I still wanna ask about you just that I dun wish to anymore . Please just let me go . If you don't I cant go .
I really hate this . I really feel like crying . But Why WHY I WANNA CRY ? I also dunno whats wrong with me . The more I dunwanna think the more I think . Family ? Friends ? I hope everythings fine . Everything would go soon . Everyday Im telling myself in school when I walked alone I'll say everything would be fine . everything is good , I must happy Must happy but I just cant bring up that smile I use to put on . The worst thing IS I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY IM DOING THIS ? AM i really mad ?
Stop it , only by putting a end to this nonsense I can concentrate , though my mind still occupied by stuffs , But i believe all of this would soon vanish . No matter how tough this road is , I'll still walk along this path . I don't have any choice .

I'll change my attitude . I'll not stuff myself with food . I'll spent my time wisely . I'll not say things I don't mean it anymore . I'll smile more laugh more happy more ..

Im tired , really tired this few days , Im kinda quiet in school . But I must talk more cause VINCENT TEO IS BESIDE ME . & ya i talk to him today . Is kinda nice to express yr feeling outs to someone . His really nice he brought chips more "for me" . Im so happy though he share with others .

Sometime I just feel like pouring out all my thoughts all my fear , but I dunno who to seek for . I don't see any light anymore . Rainbow after rain ? Will the sun turn up ? Why will it start pouring . Is it because they're very sad , and they couldn't take it anymore so they pour so heavily , Maybe they've been hiding too many things to themself till they cant take it and they start pouring . Sun , it gives us warm , but why is it so hot ? Maybe it doesn't want us to get cold . Or is it protecting us from getting flu ? Is bright everyday cause there's sun . Sun gives out light . This allow us to see the world clearly . With light around if we still couldnt see . Maybe we're just blinded by its strong energetic light .

QAD is right , why am I isolating from everyone , Why am I avoiding my friends my good friends my best pals . Why in the hell Im doing this . Whats the matter with me . FUCK IT .

I've disappointed many people this few months . My attitude my emotion my studies everything's screw up .. Just leave me alone .But I Still want you guys to care ):
I don't learn from my mistakes .
NO I mean I DUN EVEN WANNA SEE WHATS MY MISTAKE . FUCK !

IM COMPLETELY NUMB BY MY FEELINGS
I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU GUYS ARE DOING OR WHATSOEVER IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS .
HAHAHAHA JUST KIDDING . I THINK SO :)

2010-04-29T19:14:00.004+08:00

I regreted like hell asking something . I hope she isn't feeling so down now .
I really wanna scold myself . I gonna scold myself later . Im sorry Im sorry D:
I Didn't mean to hurt you .

OII PLEASE STOP THE PIMPLE LEIS ): OKAY IM SAD BECAUSE OF THE PIMPLE HAHAHAHA . ONLY WHEN I LEARN TO BE MORE POSITIVE PIMPLE WILL GO AWAY . NO MORE LYING ON TABLE CAUSE THR'S BACTERIA , GERMS !! && IT ALL CAUSES PIMPLES . FUCK IS DIRTY , DIRT !! EEEEEEEEEEEE . I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE ): I WANNA TALK LIKE STUPID NOW . LET ME SPAM FOR AWHILE , CAUSE I LOVE IT . I THINK IM A STUPID TO ASK THAT KINDA THINGS . I MEAN IS NOT MY PROBLEM ALSO WHAT . OR MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT HER TO GET HURT AGAIN . MANY THINGS CAME FLASHING THROUGH MY MIND . I REALLY HATE THIS . I CANT STUDY AT ALL . ALL I WANT IS TO LIE ON THE TABLE AND SLEEP . BUT WILL SLEEPING LET ALL THE PAIN GO AWAY ?? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ): I DUNWAN ALL THIS PLEASE LET ME STUDY OH GOD PLEASE . IS ALL MY FAULT IS ALL MY FAULT LAAA FUCK D; FUCK IT FUCK YOU FUCK EVERYBODY FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!~!@
SORE LOSER , SUCKER , COWARD . YOU'RE A NOOB NOOB NOOB , STUPID BELL U SUCKS . I REALLY HATE YOU . IM SORRY TO RACHEL D; I HOPE I DIDN'T HURT HER . IM SORRY TO ZUREN I HOPE I DIDN'T ATTITUDE HER . IM SORRY TO MELINDA I DIDN'T TALK TO YOU MUCH . IM SORRY TO THE WORLD BECAUSE OF ME BECAUSE OF MY ATTITUDE ): I REALLY HATE THIS . I DON'T WANT THIS TOO D: BUT I DUNNO WHY I SUDDENLY SWITCH OFF . I REALLY WANNA BOOO* BUT IM GOOD IM STRONG I MUST SMILE I MUST HAPPY I MUST LAUGH SERIOUSLY D; BUT I THINK I WOULDN'T BE GOOD AFTER TODAY .. EVERYTHING'S GETTING BAD TO WORST . I MISS PUJI , IF ON LY SHE'S HERE SHE WOULD CALL ME TO GO SHOWER DON'T PLAY COMPUTER ALREADY GO STUDY . I WOULD TALK TO HER WHILE SHE IRON THE CLOTHES , I WOULD TAKE PHOTO WITH HER . I WOULD TALK STUPID THINGS WITH HER , SOMETIME ABOUT GUYS . I MISS HER D:

oii D: when can i start studying D: Walao D: Ok stop the stupid emo D: OII STOP IT LAA D: FUCKK YOU !

Even though i tell it not go go , even though i tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
It doesn't wear out , it doesn't decrease
Why is my love like this
One by one i count & count the memorise
My heart cant rest even a moment
I'll just become a baggage that becomes hard to control
Why cant i even throw them away ?

With Love,
Shermaine :)

2010-04-28T18:29:00.001+08:00

Im serious today , feel so "proud" of myself .
I wanted to laugh out so loudly , but it just isn't the right time .
Im Okay .
Maybe tommorrow .
I can do it .

He laughed so fakely , fighting back his tears . He love her , so he don't wanna hurt her . His good-ness when will she realise ?
She smile bleakly swallowing her tears , She dun wish to let him know that she's hurt .
No more korea drama tyvm .

With Love,
Shermaine :)

PLEASE let me concentrate in my studies please just let go of all this . .
Bell please stop this ,
once u start lying , u have to find other lie to cover up the 1st lie u made .
Wouldn't lie woudn't lie wouldn't lie anymore?
Spare a thought for Shermaine please . Spare a though for Bell .
Stop it stop it stop it ):
Don't pick up the phone , Don't switch on your phone , Don't reply text . Don't study ,
GO AND SLEEP & EAT .

2010-04-27T23:42:00.001+08:00

hey bell , u are really some CRAZY MAU ! CANT STAND YOU ANYMORE ! but i will TOLERATE ! cmon i also haven start studying , U ARE NOT ALONE I AM HERE FOR YOU ALRIGHT :) cos we sama sama so slack! BUT ANWYAY I LOVE YOU *L* !

Everything will be alright v v soon , do u wan to know when?

IS FOR YOU & ME TO FIND OUT TGT ! HAND-IN-HAND ! BLOWSSSSS KISSSSS *

2010-04-26T18:18:00.004+08:00

Today I say I'll , Tomorrow I say I comfirm will , The next day I say I WILL WILL WILL .
People make promises so easily , they cross their heart giving u a decent expression .
Maybe at that time you was blinded by the twinkles in their eyes that u trusted them .
Believe yr sight or yr heart ?
you screw your own life , you screw your own day , shermaine
With Love,
Shermaine :)

WOOOTS

2010-04-26T02:22:00.002+08:00

IS MY FRIEND EUGENIA BIRTHDAY :D

I had a great time earlier in the day . Friends make my day an enjoyable 1 . Though the sun is unbearable , still i manage to enjoyed myself . Is Eugenia birthday today . Though she can't see my blog still I wish her a very Happy Birthday :) I LOVE HER VERY MUCH !

With Love,
Shermaine :)

2010-04-23T20:23:00.005+08:00

What we can manage , We can control

Many people feel that time is always slipping away from them and they don't seem to have control of it . These people are being controlled by time . However , we should manage our time and not the other way around . And if we can manage time , we can control it .

Im wearing a watch to school nowadays , i think that by wearing a watch I can remind myself that time is passing very quickly . I don't wanna waste any time . I must keep up with the time in order to keep up with the rest ,

HELLO SHERMAINE ,
I have been lame this few days in school . Talking some stupid things around i also dunno why . I feel myself super lame . When I don't feel like talking i shut up when i want to siao I will talk like mad . However I must talk cause Vincent will talk to me . I dunwanna ignore him cause i think his a nice guy .He always teaches me . Whenever I see him beside me I will tell myself I have to work harder I must follow him . I must study harder to show my parents I can do it . But all this talking with no action is nothing . I don't know why , up till now I still don't have the motivation to study . I keep saying i'll start but I never started once . zzz Im really angry at myself sometime that I shout at myself looking at the mirror . I know im siao but I need to see my reflection to see my mistakes . But see already so what ? Will i learn from them ?
Ya la i keep saying I'll but I never zzz !!! FUCK U SHERMAINE . U SUCKS . PLS JUMP BUILDING DUN WANNA SEE YOU -.-"

Anw I enjoyed myself In school this week . Is really amazing to have some ppl around hahas . Though sometime I am the joker myself still I love it . I LOVE SINGAPORE TOO . I LOVE SOMEONE , I GOT A NEW CRUSH , NEW TARGET . Today's amazing , laoma cereal mashmallow is really delicious :D basketball is fun too . Jinquan really cheer me up . Brighten my day . Seriously I think I got this mood swing problem . But I get well very quickly . I CANNOT RESIST NOT LAUGHING FOR A DAY . HAHAHAHAHAS . LAUGH TO MYSELF . LAUGH TOWARDS MY PHONE . LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH .

Im watching channel 8 " xiang shi jie chu fa " now today's the last episode really love this show alot . Its really interesting . Today episode its roughly about widows , marriage in india etc . Is sad .. If there's true love , there's tolerance there's forgiveness . A fixed marriage can be tragic ..
Im totally attracted by it . There's no way to get my eyes of it . . I wanna watch the show now . it left with less then 18 mins . See you soon Shermaine . Please show yr positive :DD

With Love,
Shermaine:)

2010-04-22T16:22:00.003+08:00

IM NOT SHERMAINE ~

LIBRA
The current aspect at play makes communication with your loved one potentially quite interesting. You could find that your feelings are very changeable, and that one minute you are well disposed toward them, while the next minute you want to run off in the opposite direction. Don't take this too seriously, as it is just emotional weather. Potter about, do your own thing, and soon you'll be back to normal.

Hello Shermaine ,
you know that today aint a good day , but still you did the right things . I feel proud of you . But if you could start studying now , it would be better yepps . Stop doing things that would make yourself regret & also stop saying things that you don't mean it . Cause if you really mean it , you wouldn't say it out so often . Is just a natural thing . Everybody gone through this stage that you're going through now , Okay enough of nonsense is suppose to be a happy post for Shermaine . After shouting out her troubles , she would feel much better , & after awhile she would start laughing at herself . Hahas . How silly can she be ? She's hungry now FOOD is what come in my mind .
She miss you guys <3 Im starting conversation nowadays . to some people . It might be fake for what you see , but believe yr heart for what you feel is real . wouldn't lie anymore . It isn't a good thing , I'll change my lying skill to sweet talking skill MUAHAHAHAHAHS .

With Love,
Shermaine :)

Ps : Im not Shermaine ..

2010-04-21T15:56:00.005+08:00

Have you touched your heart & asked yourself do you mean what you say before you blurt them out ? I didn't
The simple act of smiling makes us feel happier and more positive . It also influences the people around us , making them feel more comfortable . When that happens , they will be more than willing to offer a helping hand when we need one . The right attitude to success is to positively influence and impact the people around us so that we can strive for greater heights

Today was a tiring day . Yesterday worst ): I think i screw up my EL oral . Really think I just passed or something . Extremely dissappointed in myself . Forget it what past is past . Basically nowadays Im complaining that Im tired every single day . Nevertheless i would tried my best to stay awake during lesson . Is pretty hard to focus but I would try try & try . From today onwards I would be motivated to study as i have a new buddy VINCENT beside me . Im pretty impressed by him , throughout the whole day , he would turn his head towards me and ask what question Im doing & go through the question with me .

I remember seating with zuren they all no such thing want lo please . gosh . Still I love them more laa , just that is time to settle down & start studying already . We won't drift apart ? cause our heart is together .

Im easily tired this few weeks , haven been sleeping well . though nothing much happen but still I feel exhausted & gloomy . I think Im mad ? Haha have been talking to myself & telling myself I CAN DO IT ! I would locked myself in the study room & start talking to myself , It have been a habit for me . Is like a daily routine that I would do everyday . I wanna buck up in my studies ): I wanna challenge myself like what Mrs Tay say !
I don't wanna be a coward anymore . Ill face the truth I'll face my family & I'll face my friends .
Lately in the house hasn't been good .. Those laughter that ..

Anw Im chewing onto suan mei now . Is really delicious . AWESOME ! Im like eating it everyday . Ahahs . love it ! SWEETS . I find that eating sweet stuffs make my day wonderful :)

With endless amount of money , I can buy the things i desire .
With my desire items I can smile for a moment , a day , a week .
But still with a endless amount of money I can't buy my happiness . I can't buy people happiness too . Hahas Im tired . Think i gonna sleep ! MUST PUSH PUSH PUSH MYSELF . I LOVE LOTUS PASTE BUN :DD 2 WENT DOWN MY STOMACH WOOTS .

I LOVE YOU PEOPLES I LOVE CAT I LOVE SUNFLOWER BELLS I LOVE EVERY PARTICULAR PERSON I KNOW EXCEPT NOBODY !
MUST SMILEEEE , EVERYDAY IS A GOOD DAY ^^

Libra
Your sweetest heart may be refusing to speak up about something that is important. They absolutely refuse, point blank, to give their opinion. A square between the Moon and Neptune indicates that pushing them to spill the beans will increase the confusion, which is not a wise idea. It would be better to completely ignore the subject altogether and allow them to talk about it when they feel ready

So now am i really a trouble to you , I thought Im really somebody to you
But now what I feel isn't what you said I'll be .
We actually know that this would be the outcome but why do I still feel this way .
I shouldn't be the ones whose clinching on this . You spoilt my mood everytime I think about it .
Is all my imagination .. Is all my fault . I shouldn't be thinking about this now . Is not the right time . I wouldnt betray my feeling wouldnt lie to myself . I would live better then you :)

With Love,
Shermaine:)

TO SHERMAINE:)

2010-04-18T20:34:00.003+08:00

Good evening air , sea & land . Is a good day today I went out & study though nothing goes in my mind . I still will persevere ! Actually the truth is I haven started yet , I admit . I know today is 18 april already . APRIL my dear , is like a second ago in february I told myself I'll study I'll study but I haven even started ?? * CLAPS * continue playing Shermaine continue playing . This is what you want . Play lo , continue play , fun right ? very fun to play right ? enjoy playing right ? Play la continue play la I see how you passed your mye I see how you graduate . You need people to scold you then you'll wake up right ? You wait , you wait till the day when you get your result . I see how you play I see how you laugh out loudly like now . GO GO AND PLAY LA NOW . GO LA . DEPRESSED ? JOKING ? Im okay i tell you . You're sick SHERMAINE . There's something that's going on in you , is so weird which makes me cant say out . The feeling is totally wrong , the timing is wrong too . But don't worry , I SHERMAINELIMXINYI will still face the reality & go on with my life . When the clock strike 12 later , after i take my shower . I'll do it right Shermaine ? Give me a smile :D ahahs ! I can do it :) I'll .

Sometime you've been searching for this "someone" for so long , you climb up and down , you walk round & round & you overlooked somethings .

But you didn't notice that that person is just next to you . She's just beside you . I found mine today . Happy for me ? This time I trust that you would be the one who lead me out of this .

I trust you . Don't dissappoint me . You're my close friend , my sister , my everything . Thanks .

Under the influence of the World and the Sun, it’s your private life that’s center stage today. There is no end of entertainment, activities and fun. It’s all about sharing. Sharing ideas, experiences, and pleasure, dear Lim ! Don’t be surprised if you bump into all sorts of people today, who are interesting and attractive, and whom will fit nicely into this dynamic and joyful atmosphere. At work, you’ll find communication easy throughout the day. The combined influence of the World and the Emperor is very beneficial in terms of bringing a human dimension to your dealings with colleagues or clients. You have a better understanding of others and affinity with your work. It’s a great time to win people over and firm up business relationships – make the most of it!

You could be startled to find that your artistic talents, although dormant for a while, are called into service today. A particular undertaking of those around you could benefit from your gift in this area. Don't panic, Libra, you won't be expected to do this alone. Others will pitch in and help. One thing to be careful of today is not let your emotions run away with you. It could spoil everything.

With Love,
Shermaine :)

TRYING TO BE FUNNY

2010-04-17T17:08:00.003+08:00

Shermaine , you're a coward .
You don't dare to face the reality
You don't dare to admit you're wrong
You don't dare to do what's right
You don't dare to challenge yourself
You don't dare to proof to others
You don't dare to say how you feel
You don't dare to stop thinking
You don't dare to hang on
You don't dare to let go
You don't dare to move on
You don't dare to stop what's happening

But you dare to smile
But you dare to show ppl you're happy
But you dare to laugh
But you dare to say sorry

You're lousy , super lousy , you better go & study now & stop your craps or I'll tell daddy !
But Shermaine is dinner time . I'll study later on *WINKS* towards Shermaine .
You better do what you say Shermaine ,
Okay Shermaine . Bye for now Shermaine .
Alright , Bye Shermaine (:

2010-04-17T11:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN NORMAN ^^

BBQING FATHER & SON

Last night was awesome , I attended Uncle Max BBQ instead of AA . Regret ? Maybe a little , Just miss some of my friends thats all . How funny it is , I knew that I would missed them yet i didnt attend . Hahas but overall what matters is i enjoyed myself . Indeed I had a great time :D
BBQING , GYM-ing , CATCHING , EATING , LAUGHING etc .
While playing catching , I almost fell BUT luckily i supported myself with my hand . Norman is so bad , he laugh at me ): But Uncle Max say SHERMAINE BECAREFUL & I SHOUTED LUCKILY I NEVER FALL hahas . Can you imagine how embarassing it would be if you fall in front of your relatives . But i don't feel embarrassed I laugh at myself haha . SCREAMING & SHOUTING like some mad people , I suddenly feel that Im still a kid , Is so fun playing with kids , that moment troubles are all blown away . After some running here and there Norman ask us up to cut the cake . He show me all his soft toy on his bed & Im so F envy ! Gosh , Is so cute . But not cuter then mine for sure ! Damien was crying so badly when ppl was putting candles on th cake . He cried till his eyes was red swollen , but we (us ) couldnt help much .. Poundering with my thoughts , if i were crying here & you help me up , If you were crying there would I help you up ? A sense of guiltyness passes through my mind .. Uhh oh well back to that cake part . BLA BLA BLA & we ate durian cake *thumbs up* Soon I wave goodbye to Norman & ask him to be guai ! Daddy drove ahma & dagu home & Cheryl&me soon . It was 11 plus when we reach home . I was half dead at that time , wanted to push myself into studying after my bath but daddy told me to go to bed . What can I say , Im a Daddy girl :DD
Well that's about the summary of my day last evening .. School weren't great this few days . Maybe Im thinking too much , I just hope all this go away soon . Then I can start studying . I've no more time to play already . Shermaine come on ! COME ON YOU CAN SUCCEED :D & PLEASE SMILEE TYVM ^^

i told my school mate christine to follow her heart , not to give up on things that she wants .
Afterall she can manage studying & badminton together , her results are great . Don't bother about what people say . Follow your heart . If you don't wish to , Don't force yourself into doing that .
But i asked myself later in the day , if i can't even succeed in a small target, how can i accomplished a mission ?

WITH LOVE ,
SHERMAINE(:

2010-04-15T16:24:00.007+08:00

Some long ago photos ! I MISS LAOMAA ~~! I MISS AHGONG , I MISS AHMA , I MISS GONGONG && LAST BUT NOT LEAST I MISS POPO TOO ~~!
POPO YOU SHOULD KNOW I MISSES YOU ALOT . I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU BUT I CANT . MAYBE YOUR PHOTOS ? BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY , I FEEL SUPER LOUSY NOW .
POPO I KNOW ONLY YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW , WHAT SHOULD I DO POPO , WHAT SHOULD I DO .. I SAY I'LL STUDY BUT I DIDN'T . I REALLY WANNA TRY STARTING POPO , BUT I JUST CANT , I DUNNO WHY . I TELL MY PARENTS I WANNA GO UNIVERSITY . I REALLY WANNA GO , SO NEXT TIME I CAN GO TO USA AND SEE THOSE ENGLISH PEOPLE ! I REMEMBER TALKING TO YOU ON PHONE . DISTANCE CALL , YOUR VOICE ARE STILL PROJECTING IN MY HEAD ): POPO YOU'LL ALWAYS STAND BY ME NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN . I KNOW IF YOU'RE STILL AROUND YOU'LL STILL STAND BY ME .
I KNOW IF YOU'RE STILL AROUND WHEN WE'RE ON THE LINE THE FIRST THING YOU WOULD ASK ME IS MY STUDIES , AFTER THAT ASKED ME WO YOU MEI YOU GUAI . OF COURSE I WOULD ALWAYS SAY THE TRUTH TO YOU , MY STUDIES AREN'T GOOD LIKE ALWAYS AND WO YOU GUAI WO HEN GUAI . HAHA I REMEMBER ALL . BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE SO FAST POPO . I MISSES YR VOICE ALOT ): I MISSES YR COOKING ALOT TOO ALTHOUGH IS OILY CAUSE OF YR EYESIGHT . I STILL APPRECIATE IT . REMEMBER U PROMISE ME WHEN YOU RECOVER YOU WILL SEW A PILLOW FOR ME ? I REALLY WANTED IT SO BADLY SO I DIDN'T GET IT . I NEVER BLAME YOU POPO. ALL I HOPE FOR IS A SPEEDY RECOVERY FOR YOU . I REMEMBER GG TEMPLE PRAY , I NEVER FAIL TO PRAY FOR YOU . PRAY THAT YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT . WISH THAT BUDDHA WILL HEAR MY VOICE , SEE MY THOUGHTS & REACH OUT TO ME . MAYBE I WASN'T A GOOD GIRL THATS WHY MY PRAYING DIDN'T WORK . I WANNA SEE YOU NOW POPO . IS GG TO RAIN NOW , JUST LIKE WHAT IM FEELING NOW .. I MISS YOU . FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK EVERYTHING . DON'T WORRY IM OKAY POPO I KNOW YOU CAN SEE ME NOW . BUT I CANT ..
IT ISN'T A GOOD DAY TODAY , IM F IRRATATED SO I GIVE THAT STUPID FACE & STUFF MYSELF WITH TONS OF FOOD WHEN I GET HOME . I KNOW IM NOT HUNGRY BUT I JUST STUFF STUFF STUFF . CONTINUE STUFFING LA STUFF UNTILL BECOME A FAT PIG . FAT FAT FAT FAT , & PLEASE GO AWAY GO AWAY BLOW ALL THE STUPID THINGS AWAY FROM ME , I WANNA STUDY LAA FUCK -.-" STOP ALL THE PROBLEM FROM POPPING OUT PLEASE . HIT ALL THE STUPID HEAD . SHOUT OUT ALL YOUR TROUBLES . WOOOOOTS . TRUST ME I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER NOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS .
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF .

I MISS SHERMAINE BADLY WHERE HAS SHE GONE TO ..

WITH LOVE,
SHERMAINE :)

2010-04-12T18:35:00.002+08:00

bell bell love ! i promise i will post one for you ! we xin you lin xi ! just nice today u update seh ! haha , ZUTTY AND CATTY <3 HAHAHHA .ILY AND I MEAN IT , NOT FOR FUN ! is good that u are getting happier every single day ! ENJOY UR LAUGHTER , AND BRING MORE FOOD FOR ME WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED ^.^ lets jiayous tgt ! wo ai ni , sarangheyo . i love you!
sign off . your lovely zutty !

LET BYGONE BE BYGONE

2010-04-12T15:31:00.004+08:00

A NEW BEGINNING !

Life just keeps getting better & better . How can I lie to myself ? Talking to mummy & aunty in the salon that day was great ! I love the feeling when we laugh together ! Talking about guys ? I laugh out loudly when mummy say about boyfriend .
I was like " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAS" all the way long untill my face was red , I said NI SIAO AH ? Now is O level what bf ! HAHAHAHAS . This is so hilarious , the way she speak , her tone ! SO F CUTEE + KAWAIII ! &&& HER EXPRESSION WAS THE MAIN POINT ! hahas . Alright enough about that day , that day has already past . Let bygones be bygones :D
Today was great ! I had a super great time in school :D Friends are making me laugh & stuffs . Probably I was so occupied laughing all the way , troubles are all blown away . . HAHAHAHAS . Jay sean ? Machine + machine = MACHINES ?? HAHAHAHAHAS . Okay I think only Jin Quan understand what I mention above . Ashwini was great she teach me maths . Jordy too ! Is so funny when JinQuan say that he have to explain in a simplify way , simplify further . HAHAHAHA . Ya & is the truth I don't understand unless they teach me in a more simplify way . I know Im somehow a retard or something . But is okay hahahas .
I heard something today , which also make me at a lost of what to do . ALSO has stated clearly that , by understanding , Im not the only one whose at a lost .. I thought we always say that let bygones be bygones ? What past is past ? Even if it was a minute ago a second ago its also the past ? Why must we still bother about it when it has already past . PAST PAST PAST ~~!!
If only we human beings learn to forgive & forget , this world would be a more beautiful world .
This the last year we spent together in our secondary lifes , lets just make it a memorable one can we ? :D

WITH LOVE ,
SHERMAINE :)

i love you qinaide!

2010-04-10T12:24:00.001+08:00

Hello! Here blogging behalf of my QAD (: Haha. Shermaine, you dnt need any motivation, you motivate yourself! Trust me, if you work hard, you can do it de! Dnt kill me when you see this photo :x So nice! :D Love you! <3

w love, T (:

Tarrot Reading

2010-04-05T17:34:00.002+08:00

Today, you will feel somewhat distracted and remote from your beloved ones, and it won’t be that easy to show your affection, Lim. The combination of Justice and Death symbolizes a certain detachment, even indifference, on your part, and the people close to you might mistake this for coldness – which is not totally unjustified. So, if this is not the impression you wish to give, make an effort to go out of your way to be kind. Explain that it is nothing personal but that you simply need a bit of time to yourself. At work, you’re able to look to the future with confidence after an agreement is confirmed, a contract is signed or you receive and unexpected offer. Justice and Judgment are signs of focus, involvement and positive developments in your career. Your projects progress without any major concerns, and your working methods prove effective. You’re moving slowly but surely towards great success.

HI ALL BELLS , TODAY IS A VERY GOOD DAY . BUT IS HOT . SO I GONNA DRINK LOTS OF WATER LATER ON . HAHAHAHAS , GUESS WHAT SHI MIN BOUGHT NIAN RONG BREAD FOR ME :D WOOHOOS ! SHE'S GONNA GIVE IT TO ME TMR , IM SO LOOKING FORWARD :) I HOPE TMR WOULD BE A BETTER DAY , I HOPE I CAN STUDY TOO .
IM SO EXHAUSTED NOW , NOT MENTALLY TIRED IS PHYSICALLY ): I WANNA SLEEP BUT MR GEEEEEEE IS REACHING HERE . GONNA CALL HIM TO MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY !! MOTIVATION DARLINGGGGSSSSSSS . IM TEXTING WATCHING TV & POSTING NOW . & I FEEL SO LAME NOW I DUNNO WHY . I WANNA TYPE STUPID THINGS , BUT I THINK IS OKAY CAUSE I LIKE IT . I WANT TO TALK LIKE A PRIMARY SCHOOL KID , I WANNA CALL MY MUMMY NOW I WANNA CALL HER TO BUY BAI TANG GAO FOR ME & I WAN HAOLIAN TO HER THAT MY FRIEND BUY FOOD FOR ME TO EAT . I WANNA BUY MAI YANG TANG , BUT MY DADDY MUMMY DONT LET I DON'T KNOW WHY , THEY KEEP SAYING DON'T EAT WILL SPOILT MY TEETH , BUT I WANT TO BUY . BUT I LAZY TO GO OUT CAUSE I VERY TIRED . I WANNA BUY CHOCOLATE , BUT MY FRIDGE STILL HAVE CHOCOLATE , OH YAAAA I JUST REMEMBER I WANNA EAT PINEAPPLE TART , BUT I DON'T HAVE AT MY HOUSE . SO LAMEEE . OK ENOUGH OF MY NONSENSE , MY DINNER ARE HERE I CAN HEAR THEM CALLING ME DOWN TO COLLECT , WOO HOOS . TAKE CARE PPL . PLS LAME MORE SMILE MORE LAUGH MORE , COME ON I KNOW YOU WANNA LAUGH LIKE ME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS ;D

...I GIVE UP . JUST KIDDING .

WITH LOVE,
SHERMAINE (:

WHY

2010-04-01T20:09:00.003+08:00

I want my friend to care about me , but when they care I don't feel like caring them .
WHY ?
I want you guys to bother about me , but when you guys bother , I don't feel like bothering you guys .
WHY ?
I want my parents to care for me , but when they pour me with tons of caring questions , i ignore them and call them to keep quiet .
WHY?
I want ppl concern , but when they offer their concern towards me , I ignore them .
WHY?

Do you guys feel this way sometime too ?

WITH LOVE ,
SHERMAINE :)

2010-03-31T17:11:00.002+08:00

I MUST start studying now ,
I MUST push myself to work hard now ,
I MUST remind myself that im in sec 5 now ,
I MUST stop day dreaming & focus now .

I GONNA LAUGH OUT HARDLY , LAUGH OUT LOUDLY & LAUGH OUT MADLY !!
Wahahahahahas !

WITH LOVE ,
SHERMAINE (:

A LIL OF NO LINK

2010-03-24T20:48:00.004+08:00

i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....

i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
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i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....

i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....

i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....
i have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that won't workout between you and me ....

I'll keep this line in mind ,
you will only grow stronger, only when you walk out from th fears of being weak ..

2010-03-22T14:39:00.004+08:00

No matter what happen , I still have to be happy .
Right ? Right ? Right ?
HAHAHAHAS ! HAHA..HAHA

2010-03-21T22:07:00.001+08:00

Am i making sense or being ridiculous , is coffee really that effectful ? i drank a cup of coffee yesterday afternoon around 2-3 plus ! Went to lie on bed at 1am , tossed around left to right , right to left untill 2 plus wtf ): I then decided not to waste time & went to revise on POA & CHEMISTRY ^^ at that time my eyes are still WIDE OPEN , ohmytian .. I read till gg 4am , I TRY MY BEST TO SLEEP AGAIN , guess what still cant ! I was like zzz -.-" totally piss-ed off alr !
6am i went to watch television trying to make myself doze off , still i fail .. i went to study again , soon 7 came 8 was here too .The sky is bright alr . BUT WHY MY EYES ARE STILL WIDEEE OPEN ??!!! Just great ~ i can smell CURRY SMELL COMING FROM BELOW D: TEMPTATIONN !!! Can't stand it anymore , is making me hungry ): So i went to try sleeping & YAYY ~ i slept till 12 plus less then 4 hours ! thats how i spent my whole night .. But still this question still bothering me , is the coffee that keep me fresh awake or i just couldnt get to sleep . Oh well ! Shall Not forget Cheryl who accompany me throughout the night ! (:

ANW 1 week holiday had ended !~ Tmr is term 2 ! I PROMISE to work hard from this point onwards (: I shall go and cut my bell-bell finger nails now !

A picture of my family to end my post here ..
GOOD NIGHT PEOPLES (:
LOVE U GUYS :DD

SORRY

2010-03-01T15:01:00.002+08:00

IM sorry , is all my fault
im sorry for making you suffer so deeply, yet im laughing so hardly
im sorry for leading you to do that , now it will always be part of your life
im sorry for doing this to u , you would forget everything soon
im sorry for the past few years , i know i been avoiding you
im sorry for almost everything , you have make your choice long ago , why didnt you do it .
If only you had done , i wouldn't feel so bad now .
is my fault , i wouldn't blame you , dun worry
i've been asking ppl bout u , but still i should keep a distance gap , i know what to do ,
don't worry , care bout yrself first .
you've been a good friend , and will always remain that way .
im sorry ..
sorry i brought this upon you .

2010-02-21T11:57:00.003+08:00

THE ROOSTER 2010 will be a year of competition for those born in the year of the Rooster . In your career , you will face plenty of competition to get up onto a higher rung of the ladder in your company . If you are unattached , you will find competition for someone that you are interested in . Make well-though out decisions and do not make rash decisions . Adopt a positive and hardworking attitude and 2010 might just be a good year for you .

Afternoon ppls :) It had been some time since im into blogging , here i would like to wish my sister "HAPPY BDAE" which was yesterday ! life aren't as good as last year .. Hopefully i'll get over it soon . School is a nightmaree because of lacking of motivation to study , i don't seem to understand what the teacher are talking about . gosh !! MOTIVATION MOTIVATION !! MOTIVATION PLSSSSS !
anw , last week of celebration for cny was okay , kinda lame actually but ya ! I DO MISS MY POPO ALOT ALOT . I remember gg back to malaysia she would always call me XUE MIAN here and thr , the voice that i always had in mind , the voice i always think about when im in singapore , that voice that i'll never forget . POPO ILY !
i gotta run now , house chores are waiting for me to do .
HAHAHAHAS , bye :)

LXY SHERMAINE:)

UN-SATISFIED

2009-08-25T17:11:00.004+08:00

Helloos .
just a short post ,
Is tuesday again . 1 day 24 hours , 1440 minutes , 86400 seconds is not enough for me . Im utterly dissapointed with myself . I got 58/80 for maths , i expect at least a 7o + , failed chemistry & poa , deproved a lot ! Really must rush already , N level is coming & I DUN HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY . uhhs D:
School today was okay , jokers are everywhere especially those idoits morons ~ put that sickening white colour sticky thing at my bag lahh that freak , one day his going down i swear !! arghs .
DADA , Saturday i dunno going not , see first (:
i see that person got cor again ma , lets see fate this time ! All the best , if you're in treat me eat ice cream hur remember :DD

going off :)

happy belated bdae to this babe ~

SHERMAINE[:
stay happy & healthy :DD

PRELIMS OVER

2009-08-21T12:25:00.007+08:00

HELLOosssc :D
finally prelims over . Have been craving for this day for 1 week . Didnt sleep well this whole week , waking up 4 in the morning to rush study , as if it would help . Guess i wont do well in prelim , lazy is what cause me to not do well . Have to study hard alr , N level is coming soon , try not to online so often !
Monday was daddy birthday :D i had a great time . Daddy say dont have to go out to celebrate as he want me to study at home .. so we celebrated at home . It was super fun ! i was so blown away by the atmosphere that i forget to revise my work LOL , still feeling bad that i had not buy him a present . Have to quickly buy him & mummy . I dont want them to give me late presents too !
though this week is all about prelim but i really had fun with those siao zabor ! They really make me laugh untill my jaws gonna drop . Haha thinking of it still can make me continue laughing . Im sorry i didnt join u guys today , sorry i'll make it up to u next time ..
Getting fatter & fatter arghs ~ no more eating after 8 i promise .
Its raining cats & dogs right now , the thunder sounds are loud . but morever , i still love windy weather .
:)

SHERMAINE[:
take care i guess ,
stay happy & HEALTHY guys :D

2009-08-15T14:59:00.003+08:00

I went to study yesterday . Cant concentrate dunno why . sleep for more then 14 hours today .
i swear i wanted to study maths . i just cant . keep stucking at that sickening question i cant get the answer ==
making me really pissed off . I got the question correct last time but now i cant figure out how i get that answer .
That question is making my head really pain right now , i cant do maths alr . D: i feel sad for myself .
I must pass maths ! I must !
I had a dream just now , it wouldnt happen i hope ,
i wouldnt let it happen .
its too scary to be true .
Im happy dont worry :D

-tom & jerry

SHERMAINE[;

STAY HAPPY & HEALTHY

PRELIM

2009-08-12T19:21:00.010+08:00

Prelim had started , had my English paper today . Is super hard . I did not take the effort to read through the comprehension . All i know is that theres aircon & i wanna sleep sleep & sleep . Woke up at 5 today to read through phrases and stuff . Super tired . Panda eye came out but no choice have to study .
Dont want to dissapoint my parents . Their hope so high i scare one day i cant make it they will be super dissapointed . 2moro social study . Haven even read through yet . lazy . i wanna go to bed !
All the best to everyobe out there ;D
STAY HAPPY & HEALTHY :DD

some overdue
& today sky garden pic ;DD

SHERMAINE :]

HAPPENING WEEK

2009-08-10T16:53:00.006+08:00

Went to watch overheard on friday . Seriously i dont get the story .
Because of my chinese sucks ! argh .End up sleeping inside the cinema .
Was out this few days to study ! super tired . i cant concentrate dunno why .
Reach there put down bag open book start to chat alr . Realise that i didnt do untill any revision .
Gosh prelim is starting on wednesday . I can still play around . Just great !
anyway happy belated birthday to SINGAPORE :D as u know i love SINGAPORE ALOT :D sweet .
almost fell alsleep in sky garden the wind was so strong , is even windier then my house .
reach home around 10.4o yesterday . thanks to dalian , or else i could have been sleeping at that time alr .
slept around 12 . totally exhausted .
alot thing happening this few weeks . guess im not affected by it (:
I gonna study hard ~!
having tuition soon gonna prepare myself !
stay healthy & happy ppls ;DD
tckaiires !

-factory
-sky garden
-lao ma house

SEE YOU !

I LOVE SINGAPORE :DD

A SMILE :)

2009-08-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

A SHORT POST WILL DO :)
I had a great time in school today :D lots of laughter with my babes !
HAHA , the whole day was full of laughter :) zuren always make my day wonderful !
Sad that dada was absence today or else it would be better . Still thinking if i should go to school on friday .
I promise myself 1 week . 1 week will do ! jiayou shermaine ! :D
2moro is thursday thats mean there is PE ! && our favourite melinda xiao jie love PE alot !
BUT honestly speaking i still prefer the HONESTY GUY ! OH MAN HE SO CHIO ! haas !
gg off to iron shirt ! :D SMILES , && SWEETSSSSSS :DD

SHERMAINE:]

HAPPY + SAD = CONFUSED

2009-08-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday night heard alot of thing . i dunno why , for the first time lost of word to say .
Dunno what happen to me either D: im suppose to be happy . not mehs ?
Why must this happen at this time D: i really hate this . this really sucks .
you really spoilt my mood . spoiler . i really hate you now . thanks so much .
guess i cant promote either . Such a waste of time and effort .
beginning of the year i still can do it but why now i cant concentrate anymore D:
REALLY SAD NAHS ~!@#$% SPOILER STUPID STUPID STUPIDDDDD ~~~

i went out with dada zuren to study at sky garden today ~ nothing much to elaborate .
im happy today ~ really thanks . :D

DISSAPOINTED

2009-07-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

Come home only everyone put on their own mask .
One scold another , one shout at each other ==
next time i dont want to return home so early alr.
now that you all have make your own decision i cant say anything else .
You are the head of the family what .
i respect yr decision .

SHERMAINE[:

IM NOT SUPPOSE TO FEEL THIS WAY

2009-07-28T17:02:00.001+08:00

Had my chinese oral today . kinda smooth , but some words are hard to pronouns .
Dont know if i can do it anot . Forget it , i just want to try my best .
Nowadays things are getting smoother . Im kinda happy now alr . Thanks alot .
class bonding today . great ! i had fun with that hamster . i almost , ALMOST FELL THANKS TO THAT TWINIE ._.
rwars ! but nvm i keep claiming that i won !
Friends D: hais . now what i can only do is to be your listening ear .
I dont know what i can do anymore . im sorry ):
-DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH THIS BLOGGER . i cant seem to do anything -.-
dont know is it bcause of this laptop or what .
but thanks dada for helping me make this :)
i heard something == but who cares im not interested .
take care i guess !
:D

2009-07-27T18:06:00.001+08:00

A BRAND NEW BLOG!